I purposely wear Harry Potter clothing when I go out to public places in hopes of finding another person who loves Harry Potter as much as I do so we can be best friends forever.

“In an average room, there are 1,242 objects that an average Slytherin student or alumni could use to fuck you, including the room itself.”

severussnapeisabamf:

Those cunning folks use any means to achieve their ends

hahaha I Love Slytherin.  

I love my life!!! Well, today at least.

Ok so it’s 5 am and a can’t sleep… So I figured, why not blog about my AMAZING day. I woke up today to a tweet from a friend talking about a wizard wrock show in OKC, so I made a snap decision, told my mom I wouldn’t be home at night, packed a bag and drove 2.5 hours to see a concert. I had no idea who would be there, but I needed to get out of the house and I’m SO glad I did!

So I walked in and didn’t recognize the person singing, but it was a good song, so I walked around until I found my friends… And saw some other familiar faces as well. The very first person I ever heard sing wrock was a girl named Lena (the butterbeer exerience) and she was the second act up tonight! I almost freaked out when I saw her walk on stage… Then she started playing the opening notes to THE first wrock song I ever heard. Well my entire group screamed and scared her… She said “wow! That’s never happened before…” and gave us a huge smile before singing her hit song “Accio Hot Guy”.

Then another favorite walked on stage… Jarrod Perkins (Gred and Forge) started singing new songs I didn’t recognize and I kinda found myself zoning out. Until I heard the opening notes of the hilariously dirty song “brotherly love” and was suddenly jumping up and down singing along at the top of my lungs.

I was already thinking “this can’t get better”… And then they announced another name I didn’t know. Sone band called Skyway Flyer got up on stage and said something about wrocking out to a ministry of magic song and I began to get excited again. “accio love” started playing on the speakers and this guy was singing along perfectly. After nearly losing it (accio love was me and my ex-girlfriends song), i realized why he sounded so good singing the song. 1/5 of the ministry of magic, the most famous wizard rock band ever, was standing less that 10 feet from me! He apparently started a side project called skyway flyer which does a collection of nerdy songs he’s written, including a parody of California girls called California dorks. Jason munday has become a new favorite of mine.

And then, the guy everyone was apparently waiting for came on stage to deafening applause. The wizard wrock heart throb himself, alex carpenter (the Remus lupins) was right in front if me. Though I hadn’t heard any of his songs since 2005 I danced along with everyone else and pretended I new the words. My group even got noticed by him during the concert! In between songs. He stops and goes “now, I don’t want to play favorites here, but this group I over here…” andhe points at us “knows how to dance! I think there must be a trampoline under the carpet or something”.

So after the concert I bought $60 worth of merch, 5 CDs, and a tshirt. Got Lena to sign her CD for me, and got pictures with everyone! The first guy singing who I didn’t recognize, his name is Frederick (Fred Lives), and when I was getting a picture he started to joke around and just talk. It was awesome… He goes “so, do you like my music or do you just want a picture because I look like Robert pattinson?”. I hadn’t even noticed that he totally did look like robert, so I told him that, which seemed to make him very happy. Apparently ge gets tired of teenage girls thinking he’s someone he’s not… And he actually turned out to be a really great guy!

Well, I think my post is long enough, i’ve been writing for about 45 minutes… So I’m gonna see if getting all of this off my mind helps me go to sleep since I have to be up in 3 hours to drive my aunt back to Tulsa with me. :)

Is this my life?

So I’ve been stuck in Oklahoma for about a month now. I have an entire house to myself and have been running my boarding kennel business completely by myself. And I LOVE it!

It’s hard for me to get into looking for loans and scholarships because half of me just wants to stay up here running a business and working odd jobs for the temp agency. But then that other part of me misses my friends terribly and just wants to go hang out where there is actual civilization and not just acres and acres of land.

more gay drama

So, apparently this blog is used for nothing but complaining… lol I promise I will start writing in it more often… starting another day.

First I have to rant about what happened tonight… so I have this crush on a girl, lets just call her Bonnie.  Well I gave Bonnie a ride to the club tonight since she doesn’t have a car, and I was planning on making a move on her and everything.  Well this “straight” girl showed up and Bonnie was immediately smitten with her… I wasn’t worried because the girl was straight and nothing was going to happen.  Then they kept talking and talking, and then dancing way too close for my liking, and then wispering sweet nothings to each other.

And then they disappeared for like 30 minutes and I’m pretty sure they were doing more than just talking.  :(

Well, after trying desperately to hold myself together, I finally gave in and had to sneak into the bathroom to cry for like 10 minutes… and then we all decided to go to ihop to eat and they sat together.  Well that’s when I pulled out the big guns and really started talking to Bonnie about her one passion, France.  I have no gotten myself wrapped into taking french next semester as well as the Chinese I am already taking.  

Luckily, I think it was at least worth having to take French again… at the end of the night she gave me a hug and I had to stop myself from throwing her backwards and attacking her lips. :D

OH! and I connected with an old friend that I haven’t really talked to in a while… hopefully we’ll be able to get close again.  :D

A New Chapter

Well… my girlfriend and I officially broke up today.  I’ve yet to cry, but i’ve been on the phone with one of my best friends in the world for almost an hour trying to make sense of things.  I’m leaving town in the morning to go see my dad for the weekend… and hopefully a little bit of father/daughter time will make me feel better.

Now… of course I’m upset, and i’m slightly depressed, because I love this girl with all of my heart and I’m pretty sure I always will. But at the same time, it’s kinda of a relief, because I don’t have to worry about what’s wrong and how to fix it anymore.  I will always hope in the back of my mind that we will get back together someday, but I refuse to let myself get my hopes up.  

And now, my friend has apparently been talking into the phone, upside down, for a while now.  

Ugh.  I need to just get drunk and go to the club with my friends.  Who’s with me?