A New Chapter

Well… my girlfriend and I officially broke up today.  I’ve yet to cry, but i’ve been on the phone with one of my best friends in the world for almost an hour trying to make sense of things.  I’m leaving town in the morning to go see my dad for the weekend… and hopefully a little bit of father/daughter time will make me feel better.

Now… of course I’m upset, and i’m slightly depressed, because I love this girl with all of my heart and I’m pretty sure I always will. But at the same time, it’s kinda of a relief, because I don’t have to worry about what’s wrong and how to fix it anymore.  I will always hope in the back of my mind that we will get back together someday, but I refuse to let myself get my hopes up.  

And now, my friend has apparently been talking into the phone, upside down, for a while now.  

Ugh.  I need to just get drunk and go to the club with my friends.  Who’s with me?