more gay drama

So, apparently this blog is used for nothing but complaining… lol I promise I will start writing in it more often… starting another day.

First I have to rant about what happened tonight… so I have this crush on a girl, lets just call her Bonnie.  Well I gave Bonnie a ride to the club tonight since she doesn’t have a car, and I was planning on making a move on her and everything.  Well this “straight” girl showed up and Bonnie was immediately smitten with her… I wasn’t worried because the girl was straight and nothing was going to happen.  Then they kept talking and talking, and then dancing way too close for my liking, and then wispering sweet nothings to each other.

And then they disappeared for like 30 minutes and I’m pretty sure they were doing more than just talking.  :(

Well, after trying desperately to hold myself together, I finally gave in and had to sneak into the bathroom to cry for like 10 minutes… and then we all decided to go to ihop to eat and they sat together.  Well that’s when I pulled out the big guns and really started talking to Bonnie about her one passion, France.  I have no gotten myself wrapped into taking french next semester as well as the Chinese I am already taking.  

Luckily, I think it was at least worth having to take French again… at the end of the night she gave me a hug and I had to stop myself from throwing her backwards and attacking her lips. :D

OH! and I connected with an old friend that I haven’t really talked to in a while… hopefully we’ll be able to get close again.  :D